Breaking down again

This is me,
with another breakdown...

this is me standing at this ***** life...

this is me,
trying to find a way to smile,
this is me crying in the wind,
falling with me knees on the sand,
waiting for the sun...

that's me...
vulnerable,
shy,
hopeless,
standing at the cold rain,
in the middle of the night...

trying to smile...

but
i
guess
it
makes
no
sense
.
.
.

by myself